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Brain-eating rubbish
Sunday, April 27, 2008 at 12:01 PM
If life revolves around with only supplementary things, than where is the room for Family and God? I mean, if it's so, then don't say you need one. I don't know because the slightest thought of FAMILY and GOD isn't there at all. If there was, you would have written that.

Come to think of it, Im just adding all these brain-eating rubbish that I mind so much to my work load. Work load doesn't only mean school work and all lah. It means like more than it is. Lol. But still, I just feel so moody and lifeless that I don't feel like talking.

I miss Alicia's craziness.
I miss Samantha's cute voice.
I miss Qian talking about jokes which she only laugh about.
I miss Yiru's laughter and her never ending support.
I miss Shi Kang's crazy laughter which never fails to capture my attention.
I miss Harald's funny expressions that also never fail to make me laugh so much.
I miss Sebastian's disturbances which never fails to make me feel that his different .
I miss Alvin's suan-ing which never fails to make me feel so like him.
I miss Farhan listening to me talk.
I miss Weilong's retarded comments about himself.
I miss Cheejie sending me home.
I miss Sheng da disturbing me.
I miss Terrence's horse voice.
I miss Kiatwee's imitating of people's voices.

I don't know why am I feeling like this, more importantly, I miss God, ALOT. I dint go down to church today. The dread feeling is coming back and it's taking over me. I hate it. I can't control it. I feel so contradicting, always smiling and laughing so radiantly and lively in front of my friends, but back home, Im feeling so like S***. =((

Take care ppl. Byeeee~

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